Saturday, June 28, 2008

IIM Lucknow: First Impressions!

I completed one full week on the campus today. I know it is not a long enough time to feel proud of, but then realising a long cherished dream is big in itself. And the first seven days filled with such moments is bigger still, and definitely worth reminiscing about.


So much has happened in these seven days that it is not possible for me to cover every significant experience. That is one reason why a sensible soul suggested that I maintain a repository of daily experiences, but me being me, I did not even attempt to do so.


Cut to the point. The first day on campus- I somehow felt that I would be highly excited in the moments before I get the first glimpse of the scenic IIM Lucknow campus. But, things in real life seldom turn out exactly the way we have been imagining them to be. And so, as things turned out, I and the friends I was travelling with, were bored with the travel and drained out by carrying our luggage across the length and breadth of the Lucknow station because of a short cut that we stupidly followed without gathering any authentic information on it. Thus in the journey from the station to the campus, I was hardly excited about the awaiting moments. But thankfully, the excitement did notch up by couple of places once we entered the campus; and then it stayed at that level for the rest of the day.


The next thing I will vividly remember for a long time is my first reaction on seeing the hostel rooms and more specifically the loos. Never having had to stay in a hostel before, I was not aware of the ground realities, and the hostel conditions came as a rude shock. The sight of lizards and frogs moving with absolute abandon in the rooms, and a loo that seemed to have been placed right in the middle of the amazon was enough dose for me to get disappointed. But then the room was properly cleaned by the cleaning staff here, and it did seem largely inhabitable which lifted my spirits quite a bit. About the loos, well the filth and the myriad of insects are still there and I have learnt to make peace with that situation, though they are now in much better a condition than before.

While this was one experience slightly on the disappointing side, one bright spin-off on the first day was meeting a whole lot of batch mates, first in the hostel and then almost everywhere on the campus.


That was pretty much all that we did on that day. We were expecting a call from the seniors that night, but that did not happen. Evidently, as it later turned out to be, the seniors had decided to start the fun from the next evening. Anyways, the next morning saw the beginning of our induction ceremony. I knew that an induction ceremony cannot be interesting, considering its very purpose and nature, but I was hoping against hope that somehow things would be different at an IIM. I was comprehensively proven wrong, as the induction turned out to be as boring as it was during my engineering days.


I have so much to say about all the “fun” that we had, or rather the seniors had at our expense. But clearly this is not something to boast about (!) and I would shelve the topic right here. The first week at an IIM is a very hectic one, and it was not any different here. On an average, our batch must have slept for about a couple of hours a day for the first few days. I, however, could not restrict sleep to less than four hours. Coming down from a healthy twelve hours a day, you must say even that is an achievement.


During the induction ceremony, I distinctly recollect going on a rather long after-dinner stroll with some of the new friends that I had made on the campus. The stroll turned out to be pretty long, because we got got lost en route. Jokes apart, the campus is such a beautiful place for such leisurely walks that I hope I indulge in such walks at reasonably frequent intervals during my stay here.


Oh, I am into the fifth or sixth paragraph and I have not even mentioned food so far; that is so unlike me! Well, we all know that mess food is not exactly comparable to your mother’s cooking, but it should still be edible. Here at IIM Lucknow, things are a bit weird. The morning and evening breakfast meals are pretty good, both in terms of variety and quality. Whereas, the lunch and dinner meals are not all that good. But all in all, the food is good- almost always edible and quite frequently enjoyable too, what more could I ask?


Our classes began on the following Thursday. Insofar I have faced only a handful of lectures. So my opinions voiced in this post might not gel with my long-term opinions. Talking purely out of personal experience, of the two professors I have been introduced to, one is amazing in both knowledge as well as teaching, whereas the other one is not as good as I expected from an institute of this stature. This is only an initial impression, and is subject to change. Though I do not see that happening in my case.


If I felt that the extra-curricula scene in my engineering college was good, the same in this institute can be described as huge, at the very least. Tomorrow we will be officially introduced to the barrage of committees and clubs on the campus. That should be fun, and I am looking forward to that.


As of now, in about an hour’s time, we will be having our first institute party (supposedly a bi-monthly affair). Lots of music (which I love), all the nicely dressed females (who does’nt like that?) and a lot of booze (which does not concern me)-all in all, it should be fun. It will most likely find a mention in my next post.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

A journey called CAT

Now I normally do not boast, but then I normally do not have anything to boast about either. This time, however, fate had a pleasant surprise for yours truly. So here’s the story: I got a good score in CAT 2007, which gave me a few IIM interview calls; as the current status holds, I have made it to IIM Lucknow, and will be starting my MBA in about a couple of weeks.

This post is all about the journey that has now led me to the city of Nawaabs.
I shall try to be modest, and avoid preaching, but if I am unsuccessful, you are requested to stop reading right there, and drop in a comment indicating the same.

Okay, let’s begin. I belong to the largest community of graduates in India- the engineers. But, somewhere in the second year, while trying to survive the lectures of Applied Electronics, Control System Design and other such dreaded subjects, I realised that I was not meant to be an engineer. The initial hesitation in accepting this fact was comprehensively removed by my brutal ignominy (only a euphemism to avoid using a word that would best describe the experience) in the viva sessions. That is when MBA seemed to emerge as not only a favourable option, but my saviour too.

Cut to November 2006. After almost eighteen months of rigorous preparations, I was ready to face the most important exam of my life. However, it was only later that I would realize, that CAT 2006 would turn out to be nothing more than a yet another disastrous performance.
I say this because performing badly in important exams is not new to me, I have shown some flair in that area in my 12th board exams too. As a hindsight, I might be able to talk about this in a lighter tone, but that day had one of the most depressing moments in store for me. We are all told how life is not fair and one should not take anything for granted, but I really felt that God gave me a raw deal that day; with all the preparation and the consistently good performance in the mocks, I thought I deserved a better performance than this at least. But that was not to be, and my dreams though not shattered, were definitely shelved by a rude early morning awakening.

Though I messed up in CAT, I did do well in some other exams, and ended up getting interview calls from a few decent colleges. But as fate was to have it, I flunked each of those interviews, and pretty royally too. If my self-confidence ever came to an all-time low, it was during this period. I had made peace with the fact that though I was well prepared with the aptitude, CAT 06 was just one off-day for me, and that CAT 07 would definitely work for me. But if I could not clear the interviews, what good would a great CAT score do? I was beginning to believe that I was not destined for an IIM; that the magnanimity of my aspirations had overwhelmingly overshadowed the mediocrity of my realities. As the story unfolds, you will see that apparently this was not true!

This left me with just the one option: join Cognizant Technology Solutions, and appear for CAT 2007, which is exactly what I did. With all due respect to the company, I would not consider my “experience” at Cognizant a particularly exciting affair. However, it introduced me to the wonderful city of Pune, and gave me some great friends for life. For this, I shall always be thankful to the powers that be.

Anyways, as we now know, I ended up getting a good score this time. I think what worked for me this time, was the fact that I did not feel the pressure of doing well this time, unlike last year. Frankly speaking, the only source of motivation during the two years of preparation was one look at the entrance of IIM Ahmedabad. As a consequence of the good performance, I got five IIM calls, including IIM Ahmedabad, my dream institute. I can still vividly remember the afternoon of the eighth of january this year, when I realized having crossed the first frontier of my ambition. The euphoria of scoring a 99.90%ile (pardon me for the boasting; could'nt help it :)) and getting the interview calls put me in a situation that I must have dreamt of numerous times; and I am sure we all know how it feels to live a long cherished dream! The cries of cheers and support from my colleagues at Cognizant, and the pride in the voices of my family and friends made my day. But it also made me feel the pressure of performing and transforming this transient success into a life-long stamp of achievement. The next few weeks, I did not know at the time, were some of the most mentally taxing days of my life, with the natural cycle of highs and lows.

Thus began a phase of my life, which sucked a lot of my energies, but at the same time, gave me some unforgettable memories to cherish and a lot of good friends. Yes, I am talking about the months of January, February and March, which included my preparations for the GD/PI and the actual GD/PI.

The first interview: My first tryst with an IIM interview was for IIM Lucknow. That everything went on smoothly, was a great relief and a huge confidence booster. Apart from the joy of having done well, was the feeling that I was finally one of the very few who had the honour of facing an IIM interview!



Next stop was IIM Kozhikode. Barring a few glitches, it again went on pretty smoothly. Though I must add, those "glitches" that I am so very casually referring to, gave me many a sleepless nights!



I felt I was ready to face the biggest interview of my life-IIM Ahmedabad. I could not have been more wrong, though. My IIM Ahmedabad interview was a complete disaster, wherein they proved pretty comprehensively why I was not fit to be a WIMWIian.


Thoroughly disappointed, I realized that the battle was still on.

The next interview, for IIM Indore, was a bittersweet experience. I gave some good answers, and was positively stumped at times too. However, after the IIM A debacle, I had a feeling that this "bittersweet" experience was actually quite a good one. :)


The next one was another biggie for me- IIM Calcutta. I thought I did well in the interview, in fact I still think I did. I don’t know what went wrong there. However, I am not the one to ruminate over what could have been. I guess Calcutta was just not to be, and its best this way!


Anyways, the last one was for MDI, Gurgaon. After being through five IIM interviews, I was relaxed and the MDI interview went pretty well.

Cut to mid-april. The IIM results were delayed because the stupid SC decided to implement the OBC quota at just the wrong time. The wait was excruciating to say the least. But, a huge relief overcame me when MDI came out with its results and I realized that come what may, I was definitely beginning my MBA this year! I knew I had a very good chance of making it to an IIM, but that did not dampen my high spirits. It was, after all, my first convert of the season!

I excitedly initiated the resignation process at Cognizant. While I was towards the fag end of that process, the D-Day finally arrived. The day began with a rude shock- I was rejected by IIM Calcutta. My hopes of being an IIM-ite were in the process of getting shattered, when IIM Kozhikode came out with its results. I cannot express the joy I experienced, in words, on knowing that I was finally going to be an IIM-ite. In fact, it is ironic how the human mind works. Just a moment ago, working under the impact of the IIM C rejection, I was pretty convinced of my inability of being in an IIM. But the admission into IIM K changed all of that, and I found myself thinking that the hard work has finally paid off and I got what I deserved! I guess we will never understand the rationale of the mind! The icing on the cake came when IIM Lucknow results were announced. I literally jumped in the cyber-cafe where I got to know this result. The knowledge that my destination was now fixed, was a huge relief! After the 50-50 experience at IIM Indore, the wait-list status was not a surprise. Oh and for the record, I did not make it to IIM Ahmedabad, which was expected of course.

This ends my first post on this blog, and a rather long one at that. I shall feel proud of my linguistic skills if I have expressed even 10% of the joy that I experienced through-out the journey of CAT 2006 and CAT 2007- amidst all the abysmal failures, towering successes and the bouts of euphoria and depression that I must have been through!